Something always brings me back to you It never takes too long No matter what I say or do I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone Set me free, leave me be I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity Here I am and I stand so tall I'm just the way I'm supposed to be But you're on to me and all over me...
Sam. Right now, I cannot stand him. But yet, I still love him...
He started talking to me again, and we talked for about 2 weeks, and started dating. It was the best almost week of my life.
Everything was going great; he came over to my house and kissed me.
Best night ever.
A few days later, his friend came over to his house and took his phone.
She started b*tching me out. Full on b*tch fit. For no reason.
I was mad at Sam, after all, he had let it happen.
Then I realized that I shouldn't have been acting like that, and I apologized.
The rest of that day and the next day were terrible. We barely talked.
I wasn't feeling well, and my family was having a Superbowl party, so I couldn't just run away from the problem.
He texted me and said he had something to tell me, and I asked if it would upset me.
It did.
He broke up with me because he "was just using [me] because [he] was tired of being single. And [he] feels really bad about it."
Yeah, I didn't sleep much that night.
4 hours of sleep, an upset stomach and a broken heart at school on Monday.
I went home early and slept.
The next night, last night, I got 4 and a half hours of sleep.
Life cannot give me a break anymore, and I'm sick of it.
Everytime my life gets to be better, and I get happier, I just end up getting screwed over.
I dunno. I'm over it.
Bye.
--Megan...
