I didn't know just what it was about this old coffee shop I loved so much...
Albert. Albert. Stupid, stupid Albert.
I hate him, and yet, I find myself being stupidly in love with him? Nothing makes sense anymore, and I don't like it.
Dear Albert,
STOP MAKING ME FALL OVER YOU.
I already have enough problems of my own...
Anyway, today was one of those days at school, where no one wanted to do anything, but teachers gave us a lot to do. Typical day, I guess. John's girlfriend broke up with him. It's okay, because I didn't know her anyways. I don't like John, but I like the attention he gives me.
MEGAN IS AN ATTENTION WHORE.
Maybe I don't like Albert at all. Maybe I just like his attention.
Or, maybe, I do like Albert, but because I love attention, I can't figure out if it's real or not...
Terrance's friend Caleb likes me.
Caleb is weird. I've never met him, but I don't know about him.
He's a stoner? I think so.
Sam still is a stoner. I really miss Sam.
Enough about Sam. I need to get over him. Really. I really must.
Albert? No. I don't like Albert. Or, I don't want to like Albert.
I want to like Sam. I really want to like Sam. Sam takes up my life. I want Sam! But no, Sam hates me.
Yellow is my least favorite color.
It's too bright.
Purple is a nice color. Nice and dark.
There is a brown house across the street.
With a red truck, and a blue flag.
Next door, it's kinda pink. And it has a porch. A wooden porch.
The other way, the house is brown. It used to be yellow. I still hate yellow.
I have a white mailbox. It has flowers on it. Purple and pink flowers. It has a wooden post.
I like wood.
That sounded dirty.
Not that kind of wood. But real wood. You know, the kind from trees? That wood.
Yes, I'm going on about wood.
Yeahhhh....
Punch.Him.In.The.Face.
That's what I'd like to do to Sam. Sam has scars from me. Lots of them. from my nails. And my teeth. I bit him a lot. Maybe that's why he hates me? I dunno. But he'll have a part of me forever.
But yes. This blog is too long. More later, I suppose.
-Megan[:
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