Don't Forget

Did you regret ever standing by my side, did you forget what we were feeling inside? Don't forget, please don't forget about us...
Nick! I almost forgot to tell you about Nick!
Nick is this guy. A guy that I like.
Nick is pretty cool. I've liked him for awhile. We used to text all the time, but now I just think about texting him, and then tell myself to forget about it.
If he wants to talk to me, he'll text me first.
If he wants to talk to me, he'll talk first.
It's quite simple.
He doesn't normally text me or even talk to me. But I still like him.
For Halloween, I'm going as Aphrodite. The Greek sex goddess.
That'll be an adventure.

I'm losing myself, trying to compete, with everyone else, instead of just bein' me.
Don't know where to turn, I've been, stuck in this routine, I need to change my ways, instead of always bein' weak.
I don't wanna be afraid, I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today, and know that I'm okay,
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways, you see, I just wanna believe in me.

I'm listening to that song. It's kinda sad, but its okay. :]
So I worry people, do I?
This is a new feeling. I've never thought I was one to worry over.
But, I think I like this feeling.
I don't know how I feel about my friends and my teacher talking about me, though.
THAT is worrysome. I do believe that's how it's spelled.
I think if we go anywhere else tonight, I'm going to wear a skirt. I feel like it's needed.
I don't know why, because we won't go anywhere that requires you to dress nicely.
It's fish night at Buehlers! I wanna go! Not for the fish, but because I like the grilled cheese. It's always perfect. As long as they don't put effin' pickles on the plate.
I hate pickles. I with a passion. Who in their right mind would eat something that sour and nasty ON PURPOSE?!
Not me. I can tell you tha, for a fact.
I don't wanna be filmed for Video Production class. I. Do. Not.
I don't like getting my picture taken. Why would I want someone to FILM me being my awkward self? I don't.
Dear English/Video Production Teacher,
If you are reading this, I want you to know that I don't wanna be filmed for this project. I'll give my partner my 6 year old neighbor to talk to and film instead. :]
Thanks,
Megan.
:D
Now, let's see if this works.
I doubt it will.
Don't tell me it will, because I know it won't.
Anyways, my favorite scent is lavender.
If anyone wants to put me in a good mood, just shove some lavender up my nose. I'll calm down almost instantly. :D
I feel as though I must go, so I can ask my mom about going places so I can wear my skirt! :D
Bai!
Megan!:D